Archive for the ‘sadness’ Category

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heath ledger of a knight’s tale & brokeback mountain found dead

23 January 2008

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you read it right.

click this LINK to see BBC’s report on his untimely demise.

I didn’t like what he’d done in brokeback mountain but I fell in love with him in a Knight’s Tale though.

Reality of death is knocking. Would you open your mind to it?

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Momma’s

27 November 2007

Years ago, you stood with me to face the world.
Years ago, you pushed me so hard to independence though you did not want to let me go.
Years ago, you slapped my face for being so damn irresponsible.
Years ago, you taught me to shut my mouth and learn from silence.
Years ago, you let me listened to your clamors on how life has been hard for you.
Years ago, you did not let me lend a hand to help you.
Years ago, you damp a wet towel on my forehead.
Years ago, you shouted at the top of your lungs so I would be convinced to have my dinner
Years ago, you reminded me incessantly of so many things I might forget to bring.
Years ago, you kept your strength for us, for everyone else that needs you.
Years ago, you kept all the pains.

 

Years ago, I witnessed it all.

And now through streaming eyes and a healed spirit, let me sing to you once more…
Happy birthday Mama, happy birthday Mama, happy birthday happy birthday…
Happy birthday Mama…

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 “The greatest mom in the whole world”

I am still longing for your gentle touch , your tough spirit and motherly wisdom… I love you ‘Ma. I love you very much.

I’m no longer mad at myself for not telling you how much I do. I already forgave myself ‘Ma. I hope, in the father’s bosom where you are right now, I dearly hope you can see how I applied everything you taught me. How God has taken care of me, of all of us that you loved so much, after you go. Sometimes, things go really tough. But all I can do is to admit I’m weak and let God face the battle for me.

It’s so hard without you. I still cry at times but remembering how you manage to overcome frustrations and sufferings, I wipe them quickly and smile.

If I can go back in time, I wish I can go back 7 days before that fateful day. I wish I can return to November 19th 2004. I wish I’d have the chance to give you the very first birthday cake I planned to surprise you.

Maybe I had made you smile. Maybe I had eased the pain somehow. Maybe. Maybe.

So much for the cake and the wishes. I know you’re in the best place in the whole universe now so cake is just for some sweet toothed like me. Haha!

Once more, thank you for your awesome life you shared with us. You are one tough Momma!
Happy birthday and I love you.

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aksidente sa Deira Dubai (vehicular accident)

13 November 2007

One of the previous entries I posted tackled a bit about bus and commuting in Dubai.

I forgot to include and discuss the attitude on roads of 95% Dubai drivers  and the havoc they inflicted on people’s lives due to their utmost negligence and ‘sheer stupidity’ as the other motorists comment.

This is only one of the consequences out of that carelessness. Worst thing could occur is death like what happened in this Filipino family where three of their members died.

 

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STRUCK DOWN

 

Captured on the morning of 13th November 2007. Two vehicles collided and produced commotion and traffic in one of the busy streets in Deira, Dubai.Below is the Close Up shot.

accident in Deira Dubai close up

Photos captured with a digital camera by Chris while peeking through his office window just stone’s throw away from the location of the accident.

No official reports have yet been released regarding the casualties of this accident. Let’s keep our fingers crossed that nobody died from this mishap.

***Feel free to proofread this article. I’d love to hear your corrections as long as it is grammatically sound.

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mula kay menggay … ikalawang bahagi

2 October 2007

Hindi mo MAn lanG ako napangiti,,oh napatawa man lang…mSarap magbaSa ng isng menSahe gling sa tAong tunay na nak2unawa Say0,,hbng umiiyAk!

yOU knoW wat?
remEmber tinatanOng mo ko kunG ok lang ba na umaliZ ka? sv ko Oo,,oo guSto ko paRA namAn,,maiwasan mo ang SermOn ng maHAl kong inA,,ang mag karOon ng sariling pera kung sAan gagastusin moh para sa sarili mO,,at mAgkarOon ng karanasan sa ibng bansa…haii.. peWo lam mO kya minSan sobra na lang ako makapaG isip kc kunG cNo pa yung taong nanjan para skn,,naka2unawa sKn,,ka bonding,,ka biruan,,at sa lht lht ay wala na sa tabi ko! gus2 kong mgalet sau,,mainis,,pero di ko mgawa!

pilit kong ginawa ang lhat para mging maAyos,,actually nag send din ako sa ym ni mama 2lad ng ceo! pero expected! no comment!,,hai i know busy xa tlg..hai,, ngayon..mahirap ang umiyak magisa..kulang na lng kausapin ko sarili ko para kumbinsihen na masaya ang mundo!

Nang tym na NSa japan ako…nung uuwi na ko…nainis ako kc paguwe ko,,di ko alm paano pa2takbuhin ang buhay ko! 3rd yr ako..d2 sa baba ti2ra,,at wala knah..Sa ngaun sa studies ko ok namn ako! nga2wa ko na ung dating di ko magwa..ung lagueng ATE..maY projEct ako..ATE..may ass.ako..ATE may report ako! haii ka2miss tlg Yun! pero dhl dUn nkuha kong 2mau sa srili ko!

malapiT na atah akong maloka d2!!!
wala akong makausap na matino! cguro pag nawalan ako ng cellphone bka matuluyan na kong maloka! heheheh,,

well it donE,, naubos na cguro luha ko…thankx 4 All…..

hayaAn mO akoNg lumuha,kAsaby nG SaYa nA mAsAbi ko anG lahAt sa munDo…
Sa baWat pag patak nito ay naaLala anG saYa ng nakaraaN….
Sa pagtatapoS ng araw, hayAan mo akong alalahanin ang oRAs na sandaling kasama ka…
Sumigaw ng malakas,,na walang Sino mang nakakaintindi sken!!….
maglakbay magisa hbng hinaharap ang takbo ng buhay!…

mAaring tama ka sa mga sinasabi mo..hai di ko lang tlg maiwasang magisip ng ganun,, sa oras ng iiyak ako habng ang gulo gulo ng mundo! pag mY nag aaway dito sten..lgue na lng akong iiyak! hanggang sa antukin…minSan nag pe praY ako na sana nSa langit nako! u know! harhar..kalokohan ko tlg umiiral nanaman..

lam mO pag nag uusap kme ni jen bout u,,di ko lng pinapakita pero niiyak na ko y? kc iniisip ko…paguwe mo ibng iba na ang laht…22o namn db? maaring di na tau ganung ka close paguwe mo! di 2lad dati,, habulan,,kurutan,,kagatan!!! haiiii kpagod din umasa na ang lahat ay panaginip lng at walang nagbago! pero kht nman anong icip ko! e2 na e,, ndi na magba2go….

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mula kay menggay

2 October 2007


nagulat ako sa YM na natanggap ko mula sa aking pinakakamamahal na pamangkin.Iniwan niya ito as offline message at nabasa ko na lamang kinabukasan, umaga, pagpasok ko ng opisina…

Pagkatapos kong mabasa ang message niya, parang gustong kong umuwi ng pinas at yakapin sya.


razieL castiLLo (9/28/2007 4:53:46 PM): ako? simple,,mahiyain,,pero di nila alm lht ng kaya ko ginagawa ko para matuwa cla skn,,topakin din kung minsan,,masaya ako pag madaming natutuwa skn,,mahina loob ko,,lalo na pag emotional na,,di ako talented pero my kaya ko na walng ibang naka2gawa unique ako e,,isang anak,,hiwalay ang magulang pero its ok!,, masaya akong nki2ta n lang clang msaya,,maba2w lang luha ko,lalo na pag pinapglitan ako,,makulet talaga ako as in,,matigas din ang mukha,,ammhh,,gus2 kong mag karoon ng bestfriend na lalake y?,,bestfriend? kc gus2 ko my napagsa2vhan ako ng sama ng loob ko! kc busy lht cla e,,bute pah friends ko,,bkt lal2ke? wahh kung alm nio lang iwas ako sa la2ke sobra! kaya nga auko ng pinaghi2nalaan ako e…ammhh wala lng gus2 ko lang la

hai! bkt kaya sa dame ng tao sa mundo 2ng pamilyang 2 pa ang napuntahan ko! e2ng kamaganak pa ang nakasama ko! hai! wat a damn lyf!!!! kung fwede lang mag layas,,mag punta s pinka malaung lugar na walang nka2kila2 skn,,haiiiii,,kc kung cno pa ung taong mga nak2intindi skn cla 2ng wala ngaun! i mish you!

razieL castiLLo (9/28/2007 4:38:01 PM): i dont want to live in diz world,,oh its a hell…huhuhuh lagueng may away! lague na lang my cgawan! hai!!!