Posts Tagged ‘birthday’

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Momma’s

27 November 2007

Years ago, you stood with me to face the world.
Years ago, you pushed me so hard to independence though you did not want to let me go.
Years ago, you slapped my face for being so damn irresponsible.
Years ago, you taught me to shut my mouth and learn from silence.
Years ago, you let me listened to your clamors on how life has been hard for you.
Years ago, you did not let me lend a hand to help you.
Years ago, you damp a wet towel on my forehead.
Years ago, you shouted at the top of your lungs so I would be convinced to have my dinner
Years ago, you reminded me incessantly of so many things I might forget to bring.
Years ago, you kept your strength for us, for everyone else that needs you.
Years ago, you kept all the pains.

 

Years ago, I witnessed it all.

And now through streaming eyes and a healed spirit, let me sing to you once more…
Happy birthday Mama, happy birthday Mama, happy birthday happy birthday…
Happy birthday Mama…

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 “The greatest mom in the whole world”

I am still longing for your gentle touch , your tough spirit and motherly wisdom… I love you ‘Ma. I love you very much.

I’m no longer mad at myself for not telling you how much I do. I already forgave myself ‘Ma. I hope, in the father’s bosom where you are right now, I dearly hope you can see how I applied everything you taught me. How God has taken care of me, of all of us that you loved so much, after you go. Sometimes, things go really tough. But all I can do is to admit I’m weak and let God face the battle for me.

It’s so hard without you. I still cry at times but remembering how you manage to overcome frustrations and sufferings, I wipe them quickly and smile.

If I can go back in time, I wish I can go back 7 days before that fateful day. I wish I can return to November 19th 2004. I wish I’d have the chance to give you the very first birthday cake I planned to surprise you.

Maybe I had made you smile. Maybe I had eased the pain somehow. Maybe. Maybe.

So much for the cake and the wishes. I know you’re in the best place in the whole universe now so cake is just for some sweet toothed like me. Haha!

Once more, thank you for your awesome life you shared with us. You are one tough Momma!
Happy birthday and I love you.

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of ribbons and sweets – on 19th Nov

20 November 2007

Sa maniwala kayo o sa hindi, birthday ko ngayon. Happy birthday to me!
Masaya ako kasi naging mabait si Papa God sa akin despite ng pagiging hindi ulirang anak at pagiging pasaway.
Ngayong araw na ito, maraming sopresa ang naghihintay sa akin.

Una, naka-usap ko ng first time sa YM ang mabait na si Az. Hehe. Lekat. Nacute-an sa fwend ko pero sa akin ang sabi
“Hmm.. mukhang makulit” . Haha! Walang kadeskri-desripsyon. Basta mukhang makulit.
Naging isa siyang mabuting kuya na tinuruan akong magpalit ng header at magpalit ng theme
para macustomized ang header. Gwahehe! Az, thanks talaga ah.
Bale yung specs nung sa akin mail ko na lang kapag natapos ko ng i-conceptualized.

Pangalawa. Nagbigay ng Tiramisu cake at isang napakagandang bouquet ng flower ang aking
butihing boss na si Jenny. Napaka-sweet talaga niya kahit alam na niyang lalayas na ko sa kompanya within 1 month.

Pangatlo. reregaluhan ako ng kapatid kong mabait at ubod ng sungit pero malambing sa loob ng isang LAPTOP!
Oh mi golay!
LAPPPPPTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

kahit gawin mong 5210 celpon ko o yung tipong pangkaskas ng yero (as long as nakakatwag at nakakatext)
basta bigyan mo lang ako ng pangarap kong laptop, oh mi golay tlga!
kinikilig akooooooooooooooooo!!!!

Heniwei, January pa naman ang dating ng future laptop ko.
Maniwala uli kayo at sa hindi, ang tagal kong pinagpray ang laptop na yun.
Kung isa kang agnostic/atheist na bumabasa na blog na ito, naniniwala akong hindi ka aksidenteng napadpad dito.
Hindi kita pipiliting maniwala sa pinapaniwalaan ko.
Gusto ko lang sabihing at ipahayag ang sarili kong pinaniniwalaan hindi dahil kailangan kong papaniwalain ka kundi
kailangan kong sabihin kung ano ang buhay ko at laman ng puso at isip ko.
But I digress. My apologies.

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Birthday rin pala ni Banana gurl Annie. Happy burtdey Annie. Taga-abu siya. Ako Dubai. And magkaburtdey tayo! watta coincidence!

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Century tuna lang ang baon ko sa office. Pero parang feeling ko isa ako sa mga taong sobrang pinagpala ni Tatay.

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One of these days, baka baguhin ko ang porma at nilalaman ng blog ko. Shift? Huh? Whatever.